I have experienced many ups and down in my entire life...eventhough I am at the same age as you.
I have been rejected, betrayed, used and many other more. Now I know, people are not who they
really seams to be. They might look like angels yet in their hearts might be darker than the night. I
don't want to insult the class however I feel that the people in the class are not too friendly either,
they ALWAYS put themselves in front of others. You might not know these but I know that certain
people have been using me all year. Some people pretended that particular lot or decision does
not count just because she wasn't chosen. There was another time when a murder was nearly
committed. I will state the name not because that I have a grudge against you but I just want to use
it as an example but I think many of us already know who is the "murderer"-- Mariel. Mariel, we
know that you can cry, you can throw a tantrum and get angry but you don't have to say it all out.
People will not pity you, they will only look down at you. You should also reflect on your attitude. I do
not respect you. There was once I really do but everything was tarnished when I saw the REAL you
and your attitude. You should try to cut down on the vulgarities and try to BE a friend with your heart.
You might really find real ones. Please don't keep saying that you want revenge or that you want
justice. Sometimes, life isn't fair.
I do hope that nobody would delete this entry but if you do, I still have the hard copy inside my
computer. You can only guess who am I but I will never reveal it.
Here is a little hint though : I have been hurt countless of times usually I don't voice it out. I don't want your pity but I just want you to know how I feel. I have a good friend yet she does not acknowledge it to anybody except to me. She never writes it in any autograph books yet other people do write my name in it.
